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Hello, my name is Siti 'aisya
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today sch was okay . i felt lonely at times . i dunnoe why . its seems that you treating me different than last time . sighhhh . nvm . its okayy . maybe i did something wrong that make you treat me this way ? i think . hmmmm . i'm sorry .

well , lesson are per normal . study study and study . SS lesson , we watch movie about war . quite interesting . yeah . i got this feeling of hatred , lonely , sad . i'm not sure who is it . but i felt very awkward today . hmmmmm . nvm . end school , planned to go back home . but we didnt .

hayati , afiq and me instead stays until around 6 . nisa went off with twins earlier . i went on doing my revision . then i saw Mr Daniel . so i ask him to sign the proposal thingy that was supposedly to hand in 2 wks ago . like what the fuck ! i did promise Ms Nafisah to hand in on time . but i didnt . Before the date line , i had done doing the proposal . So i thought of asking teacher for his opinion uhh . so then , that day i saw shao qi studying with his friends . since he didnt do anything , i gave him a chance to prove that he can do it . but in the end , he gave me rubbish work . i got scolded by Ms Nafisah just because of him not doing the right thing .

so then , just now morning , mr daniel went in to our class to take over ms ho's class as she's not around . so i ask him about the proposal thingy . i just found out that mr daniel found the proposal that shao qi print out in his locker ytd . like toooot ! how long the proposal has been in the locker ?! can't you just ask mr daniel yourself and ask him to sign ?! is that so hard to do ?! you've been complaining that you want to study , later you cant concentrate on your studies . talk shit man you ! the other leaders also having their papers to take and also need to study . why they can do the proposal but why cant you ? you seems not even have the spirit or initiative to ask what supposed to do . ehh , fuck luhh ! this wan also need to tell mehh ?!

so did give Ms Nafisah the undone proposal . she scolded me and i know its my fault . i'm sorry . my heart at the point of time broke into million pieces . i didnt know what to do because all the while , i'm doing all the things on my own . its not that i cant work with the other captains . its just that shao qi is also in charge of the planning of the open house thingy . i'm scared if i'm not there . he can take over as he knows whats the plan about . But i think i work best with my other captains rather than him . he may give good , creative , crapp ideas . but went it comes to paper work , he is lost .

sighhh . i criedd long enough to release my anger . i was so angry and upset at the point of time . so then hayati , afiq , wati , hanisah and nurianni helped with the redo of the proposal . and it's done and signed and also in the locker of Ms Nafisah . Now it can be called done proposal .


"i hope i can change my assistance into someone else that is more reliable and responsible in his or her work . i dont know if i can stand working together with Shao qi . Only god knows how hard i suffer and hurt . This can be changed unless he changed the way he work . i can't be the only one who is doing everything all the time . i hope he realise something . "

"Treat others well when you want others to treat you well . Listen to whoever captains in future . Help each other when they are in need , this will help . Give a shoulder to cry on when they are sad as they need someone to talk to and cry with . " - ctaisya .