Tuesday, August 11, 2009
back from CCA ni . now ngah tgk Anugerah '09 .
relaxation dulu ... so tadi training was tiring as we were under the HOT sun .
feet got blisters . OUCHH ! went home with adeq wati and adeq hanisah , then saw my Datuk K !
wahh ! happy sungguh ! at least went i saw him , i cheered up abit .
i was feeling down before my training starts.
sighh . what to doo . sume tk nk cooperate . most of them were late . Proposal haven't finish yet .
tak pegang pun ! DNT ?! lagi jangan harap ! tak sentuh ! Besok dah kene bagi Mr Wong tgk . wahh ! MATI sia .
i was too stressed with the things around me and i cried cos i cant take it anymore .
one thing ! proposal untuk past vs. present was not done ! am i the only one yang kene uat ni bende ??!! i was suppose to do with Shao Qi ! But i'm sure he will give that blurr face ! wHAT ? SOMEONE PLEASEEEEE HELP ! I NEED HELP ! i've talked to Mr Damian . ishh ! he says that i'm in the perseverance situation . tadi mkn ngn Nisa pun , rase mcm nak nanges . its like i'm doing this on my own , everything ! *sigh* what have happen to all after teachers have changed .Is this one of the challenge that i need to face on my own ? What if i cant take this on my own ? I cant !
Datuk K ! tlg i ! bynk luhh problem ! where are you ? i need you right now ! i need you to talk to . sigh . i sedihh , i stress , i .... sigh ... ntah luhh u . DNT pun blom buat seyy u . tlg i , blh ? i nak pertolongan !
